~Precious Memories~

IM BACK.

2011-10-29T12:51:00.003+08:00

After leaving this blog for a million years, i am back :)

I don't really have much to say, i basically found this book a few days ago while i was packing the house (im moving house~) and realised it was my "rant" book. I ranted stuff in it ... so i don't really think i have much to say here.

O'levels are here. Stress is inevitable i guess. But it feels much more then stress. Probably because ever since i got into the top 2 for tvN kpop star hunt, i've gained even more stress and pressure from the outside world. It seems so surreal yet... real. I SHOULD be studying. In fact, mugging. But i just can't seem to bring myself to it. :/

Math paper was ok i guess. I can get an A1... that is if the bell curve doesnt pull me down -sigh- im just gonna hope for the best.

Oh yes, I have started a youtube channel of DANCE COVERS!!! This is really old news, i know. But to think that i have not mentioned this in this blog before sooooo... xD Bear with me here :)

Met many awesome people during the tvN star hunt. Freaking awesome people with freaking awesome talents. -sobs- i love you guys <3 HWAITING GUYS! JIAYOU AND ONE DAY WE WILL MEET IN KOREA!

Had been on twitter alot these few weeks. To think i once told myself twitter is so boring i will never get addicted to it. OH JUST LOOK AT ME NOW. -MENTALLY SLAPS MYSELF- need to start studying :/

A before i go, how bout a kevin spam? kekeke

2011-04-29T20:23:00.002+08:00

Alright. im really sorry for the lack of posts. i have decided to make this my ranting ground after what i haven been through recently.

I know i'm not perfect. I know HOW BADLY u want me to be perfect. To be that little guai perfect daughter of yours that studies forever and get to uni with all A's and stuff, have a occupation that you would be proud of. But im sorry, i'll never be that person. Maybe its because of my personality, of how think, that makes me different, that makes EVERYONE different. But i don't see how although u are my parents, you could CHANGE ALL of me. That is seriously some shallow thinking. Sometimes, i really wonder if i really belong in this family. Sometimes i just feel out of place, like i don't belong here. And although i know that every other parents out there seems to be much better than my own, i know that they ARE much better than you. At least they UNDERSTAND them before TRYING to understand them now. Do you even know WHAT i like, in terms of idols and stuff? I rather you make fun of me sometimes because of it, but you just IGNORE it. Have you ever heard that parents should be their children's friends? apparantly, i feel so distant from you right now. Do you even know what i am thinking at times, do you even know how i feel at times. DO YOU EVEN KNOW WHAT YOU'RE TALKING ABOUT? Well i don't, i just feel like you're being really shallow, only thinking about yourself and benefits for you only. I know you work and get tired alot, but that is NO excuse to your OWN daughter. And plus, when i do things for you, they always get forgotten. When i don't, they always get remembered. WHAT KIND OF FUCKING SCREWED UP PSYCHOLOGY IS THIS? Do you not appreciate the things i do for you? And the laugh that i do when you're lecturing me, that's not me laughing at myself. it's me laughing at ur shallowness, your stupidity, your iron-ism. I not asking much. i just want more understanding. I dun care if my freedom is taken away. I JUST WANT UNDERSTANDING. but i guess it's too late for that. isnt it.

AND YOU. Have you even cared much for my, in terms of school? I START SCHOOL ON TUES AT 9 FOR FUCKS SAKE. And seriously, i KNOW when to stop using the computer. AND I WILL. do i look like the person who just stays online for the entire day, in fact night to use the computer? DON'T I HAVE TO SLEEP? After 15 years of education and living in your house, do you not know your daughter well? Do i not have any self control. DO I NOT HAVE ANY TRUST AND SELF-RESPECT FROM YOU.

What parents i have. Such an unfair world i live in isn't it? I don't care who is reading it right now. be it my SISTER. who actually stalks my blog thinking that i don't noe, or just some random person, i just really hope my life can change. I WANT to be that happy and cheerful jasmine again. I don't want this, where i have to wallow in pain every single day, thinking about this, giving myself a heartache, wanting to just leave this family. i just want... pure... happiness.

stress. Stress. STRESS!

2011-01-16T12:39:00.000+08:00

Omagawd. im actually feeling the stress of o levels already.

Homework has been flooding my life for the past 2 weeks. And i still haven't finished all of them T.T

SAVEMEKEVIN~

2011-01-05T20:55:00.003+08:00

Finally blogging after what seems so long. Apparently, according to my mum, i'm just too addicted into computer games. sighs.

I don't really think thats the only reason why i play games for the whole (well, almost) day during the holidays. I just have the feeling that i can't get along with her. Like we are of different sides of the world. Our thoughts are seperated by a strong brick wall that cannot be broken down. How was i going to talk to her when i need someone to talk to?

Didn't do any of my homework though. I pretty much felt that reading fics, playing games, listening to kpop songs helps me to relax. Even my dad thinks so. Does she just wan to stress me out? To just make me collapse?

Is results all she can think about? DO I NOT HAVE A LIFE?

I shall not flame further. Might just get me in trouble when some busy body reads this and tells her.

School is plain horrible. Filled with pointless orientation. And to add on to the bad day, i sprained my right ankle and hurt both my knees.

And i almost cried out of stress...

OK ENOUGH OF SAD STUFF.

Yes yes. i'm stil kpop crazy. I'm currently fussing over Kevin Woo Sung Hyun of U-kiss :D

And PLEASE. he's not gay. HE.IS.NOT.GAY. He just have feminine features. I MEAN LIKE. ISN'T HE PRETTY? :D

Ok. Someone is nagging into my ear now. This is why i freaking complained about her. She's just nagging non stop. ...

xoxoJasmine (wishing for a great year ahead)

2011-01-02T22:46:00.002+08:00

Love my new awesome pair of heels :D

I think im really screwed for the first few days of 2011. i Haven't even started on any of the homework. Infact, i have not even touched them. NON OF MY SKIN CELLS ARE ON THEM.

And i heard we are going to chng lit teacher. .___."

2011-01-02T20:46:00.007+08:00

Imma spam~

2011-01-02T20:46:00.005+08:00

2011-01-02T20:46:00.003+08:00

2011-01-02T20:46:00.001+08:00

Imma spam. so sorry.

2010-11-04T21:29:00.001+08:00

Oh yes... yes i did faint T.T

Cant believe this. they're going to taiwan!!!

2010-10-31T21:36:00.000+08:00

what a cutie :D

THANK YOU. thank you for indirectly insulting me. jerk.

2010-10-26T22:36:00.001+08:00

AWWWW ISN'T THAT JUST ADORABLE?!?! -squeals-

CSI exhibition was AWESOME. i totally spazzed when i saw "Forensic Anthropology"
AHHHHHHH :D dang i so wanna learn that course. Too bad singapore does not have it. >_>

Ok, imma just gonna keep this post short and sweet. i wanna read mua taeminnie fan fic :D

TUARHEII TAEMIN!

2010-10-23T19:11:00.001+08:00

While lucky people are queueing up to meet their idols, here i am, sitting in front of the computer, just listening to their voices and updates... This sucks.

And to think my mum gav me false hopes. told her bout the concert just now, and she asked what kind of concert that is. I showed her and she tsked. like FUCK YOU. say w8 till im earning money then go watch? seriously? kpop would be non-existence anymore. HOW STUPID CAN U GET.

and now i feel like crying.

Thanks a whole lot u useless mother.

SARANGHAE TAEMINNIE... i'll meet you next time... if we have fate

2010-10-22T20:44:00.001+08:00

Really really tired now. Have been staying back in school till like 5-6+ for the past 4 days just for the p6 open house.

Tommorow's gonna be a damn tiing day too... GOnna leave for dance right after the open house.

Sometimes i really just need a break.

Chuaeii Taemin!

2010-10-20T21:30:00.003+08:00

OMG JUST LOOK AT HIS EYES!!! T.T

AND OMG~ TAEMIN DID A HEART!!! even minho gave a peace sign ^^ they must have really enjoyed the performance.

Had fun with the dance enrichment programme :D wasnt as bad as i thought it would be :D

Went to marina barrage too, had a great time too xD Teased mr teo xD YanYan become meow meow.

Us: MEOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOW~
Mr chow: MEOW! (fierce way, with claws)

LOL LOL LOL!!!!!

SARANGHAMIDA TAEMINNIE!

2010-10-18T20:35:00.002+08:00

Tommorow. Is my death date.

Tmr is the presentation for innovation week. I have a very VERY bad feeling about this. >_> sighs

CCA tmr too... and crap, i vividly recall that our instructor is going to focus on our back flexibility. OH WHY -cries-

Muscle aches and i are definitely fated. No wait. scratch that. Lactic acid and i are definitely fated. yea, that sounds more like a bio student heheh~

Managed to read more great TaeMinnie fics today. And it was awesome :D Taemin is sooooooo sweet <333 -swoons- Dammit, can't go for kpop night. DAMN. Gonna force my fren to take pics and video of them.

Hmm... maybe i should considering stalking them. If they actually bother to come to someone near my house ._____.

Dance program on wed. WTH?! hopefully its not as bad as the aces day one. that was horrible. No w8. the dance funtasia was worse. OMFG. -jump clap jump clap jump clap- HEY HEY HEY!!! -faints from epicness-

Gonna go marina barrage on wed too... i seriously dun see the point of all these post exams activities.

Got back my overall result for my whole yeaer. Glad to say i didn't fail anything. Just that the highest i got was 64. Chinese and F&N. DAMN. one more mark to B3 .___.

sighs. can't chng anything now, just gonna work harder next year.

JASMINE HWAITING!!

Minahae, really crazy right now. Neh. going to sleep now. Aneyo~

SARANGHAEYO TAEMINNIE<33~

2010-10-17T16:35:00.002+08:00

Life isn't as easy as it seems isit?

I have a feeling that someone people are just so one-tracked minded. All they think about is what is best for them, and not putting themselves in other's people shoes. I know it's impossible to be sensitive to everything. But i doubt she's sensitive to anything.

Doubt she even knows what people thinks around her, what they feel about her. All she does is push the blame on other people, not reflecting about herself. Always coming back home to complain about those who "betrayed" her. Has she ever thought that is might be her own actions that caused that?

Knowing that she's wrong, i don't even hear a sorry. Not even one. Just continues coming up with excuses, trying damn hard to turn the situation around.

What kind of person are you? DO you know how much u have hurt the people around you? Have you ever cared for them? Only knowing the importance of money. Like WTH?! wth is fucking wrong with you?

Sometimes i really just feel like knocking some damn hell sense into your stupid ass brain.

Man i hate these kind of people, esp when i have to live with them forever.

Nuf' of rants. Really pissed at her.

Had dance yesterday. And to think that my thigh's muscle ache was getting better, i woke up this morning to realise i have a new back muscle ache. OH JUST GREAT.

This seriously sucks. It feels like im 70 or something .____. Couldn't even walk properly *sighs*

School starts tommorow again. Doubt the damn innovation week video is even half done. I swear im so going to kill the school.

Gonne go take a nap or some snacks now. Feeling damn ass lazy and pissed.

SARANGHAEYO TAEMINNIE~

2010-10-15T20:26:00.002+08:00

Innovation weeks is horrible. I dun even understand why we should have it in the first place.

And what a way to end the week. Classmate's ATM card and iphone got stolen. And we pretty much knew who is the culprit.

Grea FBI service btw averyl.

Managed to get a form to go for the CSI exhibition next mon!!!! (Y) and i only need to pay 8bucks! oh this is SO bones :D

Speaking of bones, i just cant find a damn link t watch the new episode. Stupid stupid stupid. i so wanna watch it!!!!

Added a new song in my song list. "Electric heart" its damn seductive =X

SARANGHAE TAEMIN!

2010-10-14T19:50:00.001+08:00

Oh hell, i'm damn pissed right.

IF YOU DON'T KNOW ANYTHING. JUST FUCK OFF. FUCK THE FUCKING HELL OFF.

SARANGHAE TAEMINNIE!

2010-10-13T19:52:00.002+08:00

My thigh is hurting even more. I can hardly stand the pain hen i walk, climb stairs or merely standing and sitting down. It sucks to the core.

My floor burn seems to be stinging the whole time. especially when i showered, it hurt more. D:

Got back the rest of my results. Can say that i deproved. TTM. Failed Lit and SS. Almost failed geog, math and eng. Sighs. I'm quite happy bout my chinese though. And my chem finally passed (Y)

Got the longest rant ever from my sis, about my future... sighs... i still wanna be a forensic anthropologist. Not just because of the show. i think i really have the interest in it. What's wrong with that?

Finger tips numb .___.

I really hate those ppl who mistreated SHINee in Indonesia. Heard JoonHyung was hurt, sprained his ankle or smt, his manager had to piggyback him. (Lucky manager)
Also heard that Taeminnie fell cuz someone pushed him? but it ws a rumour. i would kill that person.

I mean come on, they did so much to impress you, to entertain you. And now ur like hurting them? Even sneaking in the backstage, into their waiting room. Result? Onew was angry. He punched the bus's window @.@

How stupid can these people be? Like seriously? They really should get some brain.

Tmr's gonna be founder's day. Holiday? W8 LONG. Dammit i dun get it. The innovation week proj is about loving the school. i dun tink so. >_> founders day still need go back school. What logic is tis?

THE WORLD IS LOSING IT'S COMMON SENSE.

... sighs...

SARANGHAEYO TAEMINNIE~

2010-10-12T19:55:00.002+08:00

Finally had CCA today. And dang i made it sound like it is a good thing. OH THE HELL IT'S NOT! i totally have no energy now, it feels like i could collapse if i danced further. My thigh.... too much lactic acid... >_>

Got back my results today too. Totally disappointed in it. Barely passed my eng and maths. Math drop from 7x to 51... >_> quite happy bout my F&N - B4 and my Bio - B3. i could have gotten an A2 for bio lurh! need one more mark. Was trying to dig out one mark from my paper. -sighs-

I have also realised that my stamina and tolerance rate have deproved... like alot. Did the damn bounce exercise today. T.T

Though, im glad Xu lao shi is coming back soon :D i miss his "non strict" exercises. cn pretty much slack, unless he has a stupid new idea, making us do it... and it usually ends up with a headache.

Hate that bitch. She should hear her voice and tone sometimes. bitch

Ok im done ranting. This blog really helped @.@

SARANGHAE LEETAEMIN! <3

2010-10-11T20:15:00.002+08:00

Awww.. 2min :D

alright, im gonna have the habit of posting taemin's pic for every post. ain't he sweet? <3

Funny Onew phrase vvv
‎"it didn't hurt my pride. because im Onew"

hahahaha~~~ oh and i found this too
"WHATEVER ONEW DOES, IT'S THE ONEW CONDITION"

its a song to tease onew whenever he did smt random or stupid... that has no link to the current subject they were talking about

OH... I FOUND THIS EXCEPTIONALLY FUNNY
MC1: TaeMin, i'm sorry, with your chest showing, i keep peeking in spite of myself.
SHINee: -all ROFL-
MC2: Indeed a frightful habit
MC1: Result of exercise!
MinHo: TaeMin doesn't exercise.

I LAUGHED LIKE HELL... till i was like ROCL(rolling on chair laughing) xD

My mum thought i was crazy =X

SARANGHAE TAEMINNIE! <3

2010-10-10T16:31:00.004+08:00

It's been a long time since i've posted anything.

I'm just glad im still alive.

I had pretty gotten over Kpop... that is until i saw the mv for lucifer... dammit TAEMIN. <333333333

I MEAN. COME ON!!!!!!! -swoons-

And then i started stalking him like some stupid fan girl, going around youtube typing "TaeMin"

-faints-

Than i hear shinee's song. and im starting to fall in love with Onew .___. this is BAD. REALLY BAD.

2010-07-05T14:21:00.002+08:00

I WATCHED ECLIPSE! OMGOMGOMGOMG I WATCHED ECLIPSE!

and yes, i have changed the music to certain music from the sound track that i esp LOVED.

I LOVE THE FIRST ONE.

OMG I LOVE YOU EDWARD. MARRRRY ME!

twilight craze is getting all over me again.

***

Sometimes i just wish things are not so real. Sometimes i wish life was more emotional, to allow me to jus cry my heart out. To be less sensitive to other people's feeling.

Sometimes i wish Edward was real. Sometimes i just want to retreat back to the fiction world where vampire and werewolves existed. Where perfection existed. Forks, washington.

***

Ok the song is making me all emotional. I really want to have my own edward. hands down. like seriously. who would not one someone who dotes on them, love them, care for them and looks like he would "throw himself infront of (me) for a bullet" All people would want true love don't they.

Yes, i would sacrifice anything for this type of person. I would die if that's what it takes to know that Edward existed.

I wouldn't mind going through the whole triangle thing. I would not mind anything. i just wan him. just him.

Sometimes i even prayed. hard. am im not ashamed.

Edward where are you?

2010-07-01T16:59:00.003+08:00

ECLIPSE IS HEREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!

-screams like a freaking crazy fangirl at the top of her lungs which can break glass windows, starts jumping around like a mad person-

alright i admit im a little crazy. But COME ON! after reading the reviews online... i swear as hell im gonna watch it.

come on edward love me -narrows eyes-

oh jus... GET ME BELLA'S RING. I BELOOOOOOOOOOONGS TO ME RAWRRRRRRRR!!

...

...

...

ok im sorry folks. a little... hmmm. nvm.

<3 Eclipse

2010-06-24T15:48:00.000+08:00

Yes my dear, i am over you.

I AM OVER YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU!!!!!~~~~~~~~~~~~~

LALALALALALAAAAAAAAAAA~~~~~~

YES YOU GOT IT! I AM O.V.E.R

sighs. finally. i can really say that.

2010-06-15T14:10:00.002+08:00

Is life that great as how people mentioned it would be? Well, not exactly for me.. For now... .. I really hate my sl group. I mus really thank them all for pang sei ing me on the meeting day at the office. How cooperative .__. People like them can hardly borther with their damn lifes. They jus throw it in the bin like it's worth nothing at all. I wonder how they are going to advance to sec 4 like this. This is really starting to let me doubt about my pityful life. Well, at least I dun throw it away like them. Not exactly cherishing it either. Simply becuz my life have nothing special to cherish about. Literally. I'm jus gonna numb myself, heck caring about the rest. I had hardly started on IT either. Oh how life sucks. Ttm

2010-06-01T10:40:00.000+08:00

I wonder how many times i must use dictionary.com

Cuz some ppl dun understand the damn meaning of HOLIDAY.

seriously? STUDY?! for 70+ hours this month? GND. BITCH

2010-05-25T20:28:00.003+08:00

Thanks for telling me how bad of a daughter i am.

Thanks for telling me that im useless.

Thanks for telling me that i suck. to the core.

Thanks for making me feel bad about everything.

Thanks for telling me that i shouldn't be here.

Thanks for telling me i shouldn't be your daughter.

.
.
.

Than why did you even gave birth to me in the fucking first place. Bitch.

2010-05-24T18:11:00.002+08:00

i know. cute right?! >< I LOVE THEIR SHOES.

this is totally WICKED. wished i could dance like them! D:

anyways. if anyone wans me to link them, just drop
down a tag in my shout"box"

lol. ok.

my results really really sucks. -envy andy-

Eng: 55
Math: 51
Chi: 61
Bio: 84
Chem: 44
Geog: 48
SS: 48
Lit: 54
F&N: 70
Combine sci: 64
Combine humanes: 43

I know. suck rite. if i combine term 1 and 2, i wun
fail anything. so yea. To think i tot i failed my
maths! -cheers- >.<

Dreading for sec 3 camp. "cant" wait to feed the damn
mosquitoes again. hopefully there isn't sand flies ><

Can't wait to perform for national day too! -squeels-

ok i tink im just irritating u with this stupid random,
useless, no purporse post. jus feeling random.

<3 you. always will.

2010-05-23T15:53:00.001+08:00

Can she get any more irritating? seriously.

Bitch.

2010-05-22T12:33:00.001+08:00

Things are getting a little better i guess..

But some people still have yet to get the
meaning of privacy. get a life.

2010-05-20T20:08:00.001+08:00

ya ya ok sure sure. whatever... >_>

I PASS MATHS o.o"

2010-05-19T20:00:00.002+08:00

pri·va·cy
–noun,plural-cies.

The state of being free from intrusion or disturbance in one's private life or affairs: the right to privacy.

i give you dictionary.com

Some PEOPLE. just don't get it. do they.

I really feel like there has been less and less space
for breathing. Even one SHORT breath. im sure to die
of suffocation soon.

Do they even understand how i feel? one to expect straight
A's and one jus say C. great. I get C one scold. I get A all
i get is damn praising. What happen to all the assumption that
rewards works better? so what do i get? To work even better? To
get full marks?

And seriously. straight A's? what is wrong with you? why don't
you ask ur PRECIOUS OTHER daughter to do it instead and lemme
see? to think you said ur not pressurizing me? Really? i doubt
so so much. And what happen to "OH I AM NOT COMPARING YOU TO
OTHER PEOPLE" oh so "EVEN IF THE WHOLE CLASS FAIL YOU SHOULD
DO BETTER THAN THEM." i should really find the defination of
comparing next time.

And bring me to see __________? seriously? u think that will work?
We shall see. I shall just keep quiet and watch. seriously.

I doubt u actually know your daughter/sister well. Do you even CARE
about her? To think you want her to give up dance for education? What
happen to all the "passion" talk?? And who was the damn person
who forced me to join dance in the first fucking place? SO WHO'S FUCKING
FAULT is it?

And must you really scream and SHOUT at every small thing? Its just not
telling you that i will be late home today, you have to shout? I
should really bring a ear plug next time i go to school, just in case you
shout at me again. WHY DUN I SHOUT AT U NEXT TIME YOU CALL ME? CUZ OF SMALL
THINGS????

To be more obedient and to know better? seriously? like you're any better?
I had to repeat every damn thing. And to think that UR TELEVISION
PROGRAMME IS SO MORE IMPORTANT THAN ME. YOUR DAUGHTER.

No i dun wan attention. in fact i wan LESS. just at the right time.
I dun tink you're getting it right. your daughter? -cold laugh- yea
rite. maybe i was picked from the trash after all. Maybe my surname
is Cullen.. WHO KNOWS?

I really feel apart from the damn family now. NOBODY ever understands
me. No i dun wan to go the damn new... whatever place u call that. No
i dun wan more money. No i dun wan this and that (cept for iphone and mp3
WHICH I DID NOT EVEN ASK FOR IT) and u just have to bribe me with it don't
you?

And a timetable? didn't we had this discussion before? I really doubt it will
work. Another evidence that u dun understand me.

So what if you know what i like to eat and drink? does that make
me truely ur daughter? seriously?

I just wanna escape from this jail-like house. i feel like... I feel
to much better with my friends than at home. At least in school i
get to express how i feel. At home? a total opposite.

I'm not gonna care anymore. i guess this is JUST MY LUCK.

Life and death? does it matter anymore?

2010-05-17T17:52:00.000+08:00

results are horrible. i swear. some ppl are jus so big ass

2010-05-16T11:32:00.002+08:00

OBS CAMP WAS A BLAST!!!
HAHA. yea. cept for the mosquitoes.
Sometimes i really think the school
brought us there to feed to mosquitoes.

Dang. had a few a sand fly bites D:
<3 Barker!

Nope, life had not been great at all.
First he did this than that. I really
feel like i can't trust anyone at all. I
really need to talk to someone. That's when
i remembered i had a dead blog. OH well~

The camp made me think about alot other stuff.
Like. ways to solve this and that. Other than
the whole main purpose. Leadership. I mean, we all
should be glad we have a bed, house and even a family.
Over there is jus all about going back to basics. like
seriously. The toilet is in the damn forest =X it
stinks like hell...

The part where we actually trekked back all the way
from one part of the island where we could see
johor to the other part where we could see punggol, was
incredibly horrible. I almost wanted to jus drop my damn
10kg heavy bag and run away shouting "HECK!"
Throughout the journey i thought of him too.

"I can do all things through christ that strengthens me"

2010-04-09T09:01:00.002+08:00

Yes i know it have been ages since i last blog.
please dun blame me. Didn't have a great time in the last few months.

Ever thought that sometimes life is SO unfair?
Yes exactly how i felt these few days.
Everything that goes wrong is just my fault
have THEY ever thought why i reacted tis way?
OH NOOOOO!! .___."

"Life sucks, and then you die"

xD Oh yea <3 BD :D

I GOT MY NM DVD. ok this is like a damn old news
but im still proud of it.
i cant wait for eclipse now. Though the trailer is kinda...
disappointing.
lol.
k
somehow i like writing in long paragraphs
these few days
actually.
this is fun
o.o"
Oh. Did i mention that im in the com lab now?
with Denise
beside me :D
READING EVERYTHING IM TYPING
>=(
lol~
So yea.
INVADING OF PRIVVAAACCYY..
ok im joking
HI DENISE
SAY HI!!

D:Hello! :D

I just realise the D: looks like a sad face
ARE U HAVING MOOD SWINGS?!
D=<
LOL.
ok i better end of this post.
tis is getting horribly
IRRITATING
for some of you.
i guess?
no wait
IM HAVING TOO MUCH FUN
yeashhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!
OHHH... I GOT A IDEA
IM GONNA START ON A FAN FIC NOW
SO BYE.
<3

-Hate life.

2010-02-27T19:52:00.002+08:00

im so freaking sorry for the lack of posts.

anyway. CT is horrible. seriously. i really think
im just gonna fail eng D: even though im not suppose
to.

Got back bio, 77/100 :D A1!

Chinese will get 30+/50 lol.
confirm is low 30 D:

Went for p6 patience gathering a few days ago, IT
WAS A FREAKING BLAST! :D will upload the pics asap.
Oh there's a video too

rant below v

1st person: WTH is your knn prob? u were like freaking talking to me a day ago, the next u just ignore me. OH so when my fre or i use my mum's phone to sms u, u answer IMMEDIATELY? Nice excuse though : Were with a girl and it is rude to take out his phone. OH FOR 4 WHOLE DAYS? 24/4? cant u like sms me back when ur not near her? WTF IS YOUR FUCKING PROBLEM ASSHOLE.

2nd person: _l_ now you dun even dare to add me back?

3rd person: Fuck you.

2010-02-04T20:54:00.000+08:00

I wonder if he is :D

2010-01-30T20:22:00.003+08:00

YEA. I FINALLY GOT A FREAKING NEW PHONE o.o"
-gasp-

lol ok below will be a rant on someone.

Seriously, what is wrong with u? dun u actually understand the concept of freedom for teenagers? not even being able to allow ur daughter to use her phone for SF?! Why? scared that she will turn all les and stuff? noo.. then why? why cant she do that and get better results in her descriptive essay?! seriously i dun see it ur way. why dun u jus see it in ur daughters way for once. oh and her sister is such a bitch. wads with her sister anyway? not allowing her to do SF too jus cuz she wan her to study better? u tink she can study better when she doesnt even have the mood to? i freaking not trying to reason with u, jus freaking see with her eyes for once and understand her. wad kind of a mother are u? bitch?

ok im done. feel all BETTER :D

2010-01-29T15:57:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ADAM LAMBERT!

LOL i got freaking no idea why i jus freaking did that. im not even a glambert >.>

HAPPY EARLY BIRTHDAY CHARMAINE! o.o"

ok. lemme tell u guys smt. damn funny. I tink it was ying rong or marissa, drop her pencil case, everything drop out than the sound effect was like "BOOOM!" and everyone was like "AHHHHHHHH!!" "lol~"

rofl. tis is hilarious!

2010-01-28T21:30:00.000+08:00

Hmmmm <33

2010-01-26T19:58:00.001+08:00

LIFE IS HARD

2010-01-24T12:20:00.001+08:00

sometimes i acutally wonder if life is fair. like fair fair.

apparantly. not.

2010-01-24T12:02:00.001+08:00

For some reason im starting to like this song o.o"

kinda sick though heh.~

2010-01-23T09:39:00.000+08:00

I so freaking want this phone now. so preeteehh xD

2010-01-22T20:37:00.001+08:00

Awwww.... WHY CANT BLOGGER LEMME POST VIDEOS?! D:

2010-01-21T20:47:00.003+08:00

DAMMIT. after eating macs both the side of my tongue are hurting D: too heaty

2010-01-21T20:47:00.001+08:00

DAMMIT. after eating macs both the side of my tongue are hurting D: too heaty

2010-01-20T20:04:00.001+08:00

Alright,

i admit.

i am a pig.

i slept for 3 hours today when im determined to start studying my eng =X

WADEVER.

2010-01-19T21:12:00.002+08:00

School SUCKED. as usual.

it was boring. damn boring. though we were slack
during chinese lesson. she see us no mood for lesson,
she also stop lesson and chat with us LOL LOL.

oh. i wonder why ppl say chem is boring. geog is worse.

Dance was fun. i guess. i pretty much think ms wendy is
like picking on me .__. sighs gonna have a freaking bruise
on my shoulder and knee D: but i have to say the new
dance is NIIICEE xD cant find that freaking song on
youtube!!! any dancers find it please tell me THANKS.

that pretty much sums up the day. slept for 2 hours once
i came home.no. IM NOT A PIG

fuck my msn not working D:

<33 you

2010-01-18T19:53:00.001+08:00

HEY GUYS.

ok i freaking dunno what happen to my blogger
all the links are like. POOF. GONE. >=(
so would u all like be kind enuf to put ur link in
the cbox for me to relink you? thanks <3

2010-01-18T19:23:00.003+08:00

School have been HORRIBLE.

yes horrible. Apparantly, most of of my subject teachers are damn boring
like geog, maths, eng, chi

well at least lit isnt so bad..

Blah. and speaking of dance. apparantly we will be performing
in the YOG opening ceremony .__." crap. which means we
will have extra lessons. AND THEY JUS HAVE TO PUT
IT ON SAT. kao. that means after CNY, i will have 2 DANCE
LESSONS IN A DAY. GOD SAVE ME. D: i tink by august i would
have died from exaustion

The pineapple rice from F&N is H.O.R.R.B.L.E. god damn. whats
with the school and their crappy recipe. "2 tablespoon of fish sauce
and 3 teaspoon of soya sauce" are they trying to kill us? KIDNEY
FAILURE ALERT! HELLLO~ it smelled AWFUL. and no its
not my cooking skill. i SWEAR. its the freaking recipe >__>

____________________________________________
Yes i really hope YOU can come into my life, save me
from the sea of tears, save me from a whirlpool that
is sucking me down to drown me. i hope you can finally
realise i right behind me, a arm length away. please jus
reach out and grab me, hold me in ur arms like i belong
there since always. plant a kiss on my forehead, for it
will stay there like a tattoo. yes. i am that mad. i love you.
____________________________________________

2009-12-29T21:42:00.000+08:00

kakaka. school hols almost over and i have yet to do my hw.. i tink i lost it anyways :D:D

anyone watched newmoon? FANTASTIC!

2009-12-29T13:09:00.001+08:00

sorry for the lack of updates >< will update asap :D

2009-11-10T20:45:00.001+08:00

btw. Issac. thx for the compliment on saying that im the smartest person in the world. And no, im not the only one hu knows bout spam prevention. and im sure everyone can sdo that. OH IM SORRY. u din noe that? That's too sad, there mus be a glitch in ur brain or smt.

Andy Double-cheeseburger Li
thats why.. cuz you're brain dead anyway, might as well train your body.

Isaac Lam

i'm just saying tat cause i realised how stupid people can be in Jo's pic i spammed.

Isaac Lam
nvm,i'm stopping here,gd night ya all

Andy Double-cheeseburger Li
lool? stopping so soon? play somemore lahh!! i thought u like to spam? or your mom nagging at you?

Jasmine Tan
[Andy] i doubt he can train his body when his brain died.
and isaac. U suck to the core. wad a sore loser and a coward. god. boys... (not u sam and andy)

Jasmine Tan
AND OMG! why sleep so early? :( i was just WARMING UP!

Isaac Lam
i thought u guys would like me to stop,fine then
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Andy Double-cheeseburger Li
carry on... carry on... oh wait, u stopped, your com lag isit? made of paper or made in china?

Jasmine Tan
Ahahhaha.... the good old stupid isaac is back :)
13 minutes ago · Delete

Jasmine Tan
ROFL... MADE IN HELL.
Isaac Lam
the older one's coming

Isaac Lam
Isaac Lam
Wild Pokemon Live In Tall Grass!!!Its not safe if you don't have your own Pokemon For Protection!!!

Andy Double-cheeseburger Li
which one? isaac ver 1.2? or ver 2.1? oh wait, is his name even isaac?? o.o

Isaac Lam
Wild Pokemon Live In Tall Grass!!!Its not safe if you don't have your own Pokemon For Protection!!!
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Isaac Lam
Isaac Lam
Wild Pokemon Live In Tall Grass!!!Its not safe if you don't have your own Pokemon For Protection!!!
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Isaac Lam
Wild Pokemon Live In Tall Grass!!!Its not safe if you don't have your own Pokemon For Protection!!!
12 minutes ago · Delete
Isaac Lam
Isaac Lam
Wild Pokemon Live In Tall Grass!!!Its not safe if you don't have your own Pokemon For Protection!!!

Jasmine Tan
omg.. that's all ur capable of? "the older one's" ? ... seriously. how bad is ur english/literature? pooor thing. i really pity ur parents for having a SON like you.

Isaac Lam
Wild Pokemon Live In Tall Grass!!!Its not safe if you don't have your own Pokemon For Protection!!!

Isaac Lam
Wild Pokemon Live In Tall Grass!!!Its not safe if you don't have your own Pokemon For Protection!!!
11 minutes ago · Delete

Andy Double-cheeseburger Li
u sure its son... skali its smth else...

Jasmine Tan
No, his name is a fucked up person.

Isaac Lam
Tat was Isaac Beta 0.5.Isaac 2.1spams porn site links

Jasmine Tan
ROFL... thats y i emphasised on the word "son" XDXD. pokemon!

Jasmine Tan
Nah, ur noob. Afraid to be banned.

Jasmine Tan
AND "SMART" one, u just told ur a hacker. STUPID

Andy Double-cheeseburger Li
hmm... wanna report him?
9 minutes ago · Delete

Isaac Lam
yay!Friend Friend!

Andy Double-cheeseburger Li
i nvr accept. i left it hanging.

Jasmine Tan
yea, im planning on it. Oh and guess wad, isaac is using the "act cute" technique. seriously. stop acting gay.

Andy Double-cheeseburger Li
he cant. cuz he already is. unless he's not a guy, then cannot be gay. can only be les, which is pretty much the same thing...

Isaac Lam
I wa sjust playing Pokemon Mystery Dungeon 2,if you played u will understand why i said that.If u didn't,don't say anything

Jasmine Tan
Ahaha.. <-- i just said something. how cool is that? and isaac, not all people are so boliao like to play a effing pokemon game.

Jasmine Tan
and he can always be gayer and marry another guy.

Andy Double-cheeseburger Li
good for you... >.<
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Isaac Lam
^smart,have a nice day or night
3 minutes ago · Delete

Andy Double-cheeseburger Li
heh. smart unlike you.

Jasmine Tan
in summary > Isaac is being a total fucked up person, hu has no life, and insists on spamming people

>EPIC FAIL > ISAAC LAM

2009-11-09T10:46:00.000+08:00

24 more days to the release of new moon in singapore :o

omg..i really cant w8 sia=.="

2009-11-08T19:11:00.002+08:00

WOOT! WE FINISH THE JAZZ ITEM

left the chinese dance piece lol~ kinda crappy.

My life had been in a mess in the last 2 days. i mean in a SERIOUS MESS.

anyways. i really hope everything will turn out fine and great.

2009-11-07T21:06:00.000+08:00

WHAT IS YOUR PROBLEM?!

2009-10-29T20:46:00.001+08:00

sorry for the lack of updates.. had been very bz for the month. please dun mind me. will update asap

2009-10-03T21:40:00.001+08:00

HOW COOL IS THAT!

WENT TO CHANGI!! XD to flashmob again!!! the person is like so effing real!!!! i manage
to get a hi-5 from him!! XD tis is sooooo coooool!

2009-10-02T17:41:00.002+08:00

OH YEA!! EXAMS ARE OVER!!! GO AWAY PAPERS!

and to celebrate that, im going to burn allllllll my notes hahahahah!!

Chinese was easy... to think i was going to fail cuz i din study..
chem - die
physics- ok
bio- yay ^^

i onli lost 3 marks for bio as far as i know... as for chem... uh hum.. =X

DAYNA HO! EXAM OVER STILL DRAG ME TO TUITION FOR WAD!!
i wanted to pon it to stay at home, play com kakaka! she just have to do this to me TT

-back to loving you, never gone i guess-

2009-09-30T12:54:00.002+08:00

Wow.. Maths test was easier than i expected.. BY ALOT!

Yes.. stupid radius question (@$*(*$(_&%@(_*

Anyways, Today Ms Ng came to our class during our paper. Then she
wrote my FULL NAME and CLASS on the board and to meet her
after class.. Urgent some more... i was like freaking out == thought
something bad was going to happen... but heng.. only measure HEIGHT AND
WEIGHT... wth ==

Colbie Caillat - Bubbly

I've been awake for a while now
You've got me feelin' like a child now'
Cause every time I see your bubbly face
I get the tinglees in a silly place

It starts in my toes
And I crinkle my nose
Wherever it goes
I always know
That you make me smile
Please stay for a while now
Just take your time
Wherever you go

The rain is fallin' on my window pane
But we are hidin' in a safer place
Under the covers stayin' safe and warm
You give me feelings that I adore

They start in my toes
Make me crinkle my nose
Wherever it goes
I always know
That you make me smile
Please stay for a while now
Just take your time
Wherever you go

What am I gonna say
When you make me feel this way?
I just, mmm

It starts in my toes
Makes me crinkle my nose
Wherever it goes
I always know
That you make me smile
Please stay for a while now
Just take your time
Wherever you go

I've been asleep for a while now
You tucked me in just like a child now'
Cause every time you hold me in your arms
I'm comfortable enough to feel your warmth

It starts in my soul
And I lose all control
When you kiss my nose
The feelin' shows'
Cause you make me smile
Baby just take your time now
Holdin' me tight

Wherever, wherever, where ever you go
Wherever, wherever, where ever you go

Its a nice song.. very meaningful if u actually understand it..
Yes i noe its a old song, BUT ITS NICE! XD

-Till death, i still have the soul to love you-

2009-09-28T14:37:00.002+08:00

I miss dance :(
I hate exam >=(
I love you =)

let's jus say today was a boring day.. geog had 2 hrs.. which i finish in 1hr 15 mins and slept for 45 mins. Then dayna go say wad i sleep dan early.. QZ FINISH IN 1HR LOR!

Geog was ok i guess.. Some ppl say it was very difficult.. i feel as if its only term 2 sighs... AND DAMN MS TAN! SHE SAY THOSE TOPICS THAT ARE GOING TO COME OUT NEVER COME OUT! and instead mostly is population and settlement and agriculture...

i found a new addicting game ^^ its called small world... thogh its lag but quite fun! =X Anyway. Really hope i can get good results and pass all my subs.. if not someone will hate me -mutters- she threatens me..........

i guess that's all for this post.. not much anyway.. im just glad 3 papers are over. 8 to go :(

-loves you to death. Literally-

2009-09-27T20:57:00.003+08:00

OMG!! BLOGGER CAN FIIIIIIIIIIIIIINALLLLLLLLLLLY POST PICS!!!!

OH YEA!!!!!!!! ok... i shall blog ^^

SO... pretty random stuff the last few day/mths,... see it on fb ^^

2009-09-13T13:56:00.000+08:00

BLOGGER SUX!

2009-09-08T16:00:00.000+08:00

HI GUYS...or gals... i dunno what u are

yea, that's from charlie the unicorn ^^

Anyway, i posted 3 vids bout me dancing gee on facebook, go comment and check it out, flames and criticisms are allowed.

2009-08-30T18:16:00.000+08:00

2009-08-30T08:43:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRHTDAY TO MEEEEE!!

Thanks to all the people for the birthday's wishes and presents! Realyl had a great time yesterday doing the flash mob ^^ pics at fb~

I will try to post all the presents on fb too ^^

2009-08-27T21:45:00.000+08:00

Relink ty

Anyway, i kinda hurt my feet during dance practice on tues. I was like trying to kick it as high as is i can then u hitthe corner of the wall. I was like holding my leg, moaning. Then when i realese i saw blood.

2 days pass liao its stil bleeding, well abit.. freaky....

Get well soon leggy :)

2009-08-24T19:16:00.000+08:00

Today went downstairs to train for the MJ flash mob thingy. We played a game of Truth of dare and Averyl had to seduce the car. Dunno who nid to rape the floor, dunno who nid to hug the pipe, Peter and Jackie had to make a heart shape. And i had to wear all the extra clothes
wth.

Had fun though :)

2009-08-23T20:13:00.000+08:00

I'm so sorry for the serious lack of updates this few days =X I was really fed up with blogger, not able to post any pics on it... dam irritating. So many pics i wan to share with u all TT

Anyways~ Finally finished CT and performances. Tink i going to do very VERY badly... seriously.

Oh and.. i tink i might be chnging url soon.. so pls be ready to relink me XDXD

I almsot twisted my elbow and break it today. I was like just woke up, my palm facing up wards, beside my ear. WHen i was getting up, i twist to one side, without moving my hand. I heard a click and than i spent like 5 mins in bed in pain, almost cried. How stupid can i get? [ not as stupid as emmett]

Talking about Emmett brings me to the Fanfic im currently working on. Its a after breaking dawn fanfi, i finished a sequel liao, getting ready for my 3rd. Anywayys, those hu wan read it pls tell me. Thx for all of ur support. Can't finish it without u all esp Lynette, Dayna and many many more =]=] Luv ya

I posted the 1st sequel online also. www.scribd.com < Search for After breaking dawn - Silver Cloud

Enjoy!!

Love ya

2009-08-10T20:10:00.000+08:00

Can anyone please send a freaking letter to the company of blogger to fix this thing? I CAN'T CHNG THE FONT OR POST PICS! dam dam dam!!

Sorry for the lack of updates. Have been very bz these days.
Performance rehearsal
NDP performance
Common test =[
Rehearsal [ mids of commen test]
Performance [ MIDS OF COMMON TEST =(]
performance [ Right after common test]

so now u can see how messed up my life is now.
tmr test geog and hist and i only finished geog. GREAT.

Wish me all the best =[

2009-07-25T18:27:00.000+08:00

-SWOONSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS-

2009-07-25T11:42:00.001+08:00

damm.. i wonder if the posting system of blogger is ever going to get fixed.. cannot post pic == dam irritating

2009-07-23T19:27:00.001+08:00

www.newmoonthemovie.com
CHECK IT OUT!!!!!!!!!

2009-07-16T20:11:00.000+08:00

qin zhen the "lee min ho"

Sorry zhennie.. really have to post this up!!!

2009-07-08T17:37:00.011+08:00

4 J heart cards.. normal rite? look on..

5

6

lotsssss lol

And it all came from the same deck of cards of clara's lol!!

2009-07-07T20:38:00.003+08:00

-sniff sniff cough cough-

yea.. tats how i feel today.. SICK...
I seriously wonder wads the advantage of being sick, other than
the obvious reason of being able to skip school ==
Grace Tan forced me to write tis post bout MY LIFE...
fine i shalll

Name- Jasmine Tan
Age - 13+
Nick- JT, jas
Loves- Twilight,new moon , eclipse, breaking dawn, midnight sun, robert pattinson,edward cullen, Lee min ho, Goo Jun Pyo, boys over flowers, dance, friends...

Hate- pretty much opposite everything to my love list.. HARRY POTTER.. Kim Hyung Joon[yes him, dun hit me qinzhen] Kim bum [ dun hit me christabel] Kim joon [ dun tink anyoe will blame me for tis]... and certain ppl i guess

yep.. pretty much sums up my day.. boring.. slept like 3 times... lol! stupid medicine oO

Looking foward to school tmr.. actually half yes half no..
yes- play!
no- homework.. papers and books and pens.. gaaah nightmare!!

guess i better go.. mum nagging me pack my bag!

2009-07-06T13:55:00.001+08:00

Chapter 1. First Immortal Birthday

“Surprise!” Alice yelled, as I walked down the stairs.

Alice skipped excitedly to me and something popped in my face. Colourful streamers came flying everywhere.“Happy first immortal birthday!” she squeaked. I rolled my eyes. Today is September the tenth. Oh great.

“Alice, do I have to go through this every year for the rest of eternity?” I sighed.“No silly, of course not. It’s just every other year.” She winked. Giving a quick glance around the room, I saw that it had been decorated with white ribbons and a huge banner that says “Happy Birthday, Bella!”

Groaning, I walked over to Edward and slipped my hand into his.“Happy birthday, love.” Edward smiled and leaned in for a kiss. Gladly, I returned the kiss.

“Ahem.” Someone cleared his throat. Probably Emmett. Somebody giggled in response.“Okay, enough you two. Presents time!” Reluctantly, I let Alice dragged me to the grand piano, where my presents were waiting.

“Open mine first!” chirped Alice, and she passed me a box wrapped nicely in gold paper tied with a large silver bow. Sighing, I unwrapped her present. What greeted me was skimpy, lacy lingerie. If I still could blush, my skin probably would burst into flames now. Emmett whistled, and Rosalie jabbed him in the ribs.“Mmm, Alice? Why do I need these?” I asked, thinking of the lingerie that was shoved into the back of my wardrobe back at the cottage. They still had their French price tags on.“Oh, you will put them to good use. I can see it. You’ll know once you open your next present.”

She smiled at my confused face.“This is from Esme and Carlisle.” Alice said while she passed me their present. I looked up and gave them a smile as I unwrapped a rectangular box. Feeling a bit of Dee ja vu, I vaguely remembering opening a similar present when I was still human.“Tickets to Paris?” I exclaimed.

“Well, we thought it was time for a second honeymoon.” Esme smiled.“Oh, thank you so much!” I exclaimed breathlessly and gave Esme and Carlisle each a hug. I grinned widely at Edward, who was smiling my favourite crooked smile.“Momma, Momma! Open mine next!” exclaimed an angelic voice.

I walked over to Rosalie, who passed me my little angel. Renesmee was wearing a white lacy dress with little flowers at the hem of the dress. Her long wavy curls were now waist long, and her warm chocolate eyes were brimming with excitement.

She had grown a lot since last year, though the process had slow down, she now looked like a healthy, chubby four year-old. I hugged her gently before giving her a peck on her rosy cheek.“Aunt Rose went with Nessie to choose Momma’s present.” Nessie said, as Rosalie passed me a small velvet black box before carrying Renesmee so that I could open my present easily.“Oh!” I gasped when I opened her present. It was a little golden locket, round with a slender vine border carved around the outside edge of the circle. Inside was a tiny picture of our family, with a French inscription on the opposite side. It was the same locket as the one I gave to Renesmee last Christmas.

“Look Momma! Now Momma and Nessie have the same locket!” Nessie fiddled with the collar and pulled out to show me the locket that she was wearing. She threw me a huge grin.

“Oh!” I exclaimed again and gave her a huge hug, feeling the warmth of her little body in my cold stone embrace.

“We went back to the same shop where you bought the locket. The shopkeeper told us that that the locket comes in a pair, but it was sold to someone else before you bought the other one for Nessie. So we went searching and managed to find it in time for your birthday.” Rosalie explained with a smile.Holding Nessie carefully with one arm, I hugged Rosalie and whispered a grateful “thank you” to her.

Releasing Rosalie, I carried Nessie with both my arms and took a slow glance around the room. Carlisle and Esme were standing at the foot of the staircase, smiling fondly at both of us; Alice was sitting at the piano bench with Jasper at her side; Emmett perched on the edge of the sofa with Rosalie beside him; and finally the best for the last, MY gorgeous Edward leaning next to the wall, looking at me with smiling liquid topaz eyes which completely melted my heart every time I looked into them.

If vampires could cry, there would be a waterfall running down my face right now. I am lucky to have such a perfect caring family like this one. I will never trade anything them for anything else in the world. Ever.

-credits to shirlin-

If u wanna read more. go to www.twilight-craze.blogspot.com =] she wrotel ike 7 chapters!! ITS BRILLIANT!

2009-07-02T21:53:00.000+08:00

OMGOMGOMG!!! w8w8.. give me time to restart m yheart.. tat was.. zzzzzzzzz -coughs-

Qin zhen and me saw tis.. ROFLMAO!!

2009-06-30T21:17:00.002+08:00

Gloomy.

Yea.. that pretty much sums up my day in school today, thx to the weather and the boooring lessons ==

It was kinda fun too actually.. i drew Ji hoo and Yi jeong. [ came out worse than i expected] I drew Jun pyo halfway , chen lao shi came in... LOL kinda funny.. cuz when i look closely at the pic, all the f4 nose look so...so... big..bumpy..and..BIG! LOL i was like ROFLMAO.. Qin zhen saw she went OMG!

Yea yea.. S__________________________________________________________________

_______________ <-- u dun nid to noe =]

sighs... pretty much bored with life.. wish it could be more interesting ==

2009-06-29T18:30:00.000+08:00

Lyrics:

In Twilight, this guy I know

The palest skin you ever saw

All the girls still want him though

And now you know,

I wanna be like Edward Cullen

I wanna be Edward Cullen

Wish I could be Edward Cullen

[Verse 1]

Wish I could be Cul-len

Wish that I could get all the girls, yo

Didnt have to breathe, didnt have to eat food

And of course I want to read everybodys thoughts

I wanna sparkle in the light, and drive a Volvo

And honestly I wanna play the Piano

Although it would suck to never turn 18

Cause I know pedophiles will try to rape me

I wanna say that Dracula is my homie

Be a Vegetarian even though I eat meat

Wanna say that Carlisle is my daddy

Thats such an awesome name, they'll all be jealous of me

[Chorus]

[Verse 2]

Wish I could be in, Dr. Cullens

Family and the Olympic Coven

Then Edward can, be my brethren

And he can tell me how to be more like him

Jasper and Emmett are so cool also

And Alice is like Katy Perry Hot N Cold

Dont wanna be near Rosalie, though

Cause I have a thing about being around a-holes

Id run and tell Edward to leave Bella, please

Its obvious she would much rather be with me

And if he says no, then Ill have to agree

Cause honestly, he could beat the crap outta me

[Chorus]

[Verse 3]

Walkin, walkin, walking dumb

Wish I could do the Edward run

Then I would be real quick too

And I could get home in time for Scooby Doo

If I was Edward, I would be1,000,000 times hotter then he could ever be

And James would be afraid of me

I would live happily

If I could read peoples thoughts

I wanna have Edwards life

I wanna graduate a thousand times[Chorus]

2009-06-29T18:24:00.000+08:00

My korean name = Kang Hyo Won... ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ
Sorry= Joehsong Hapnida
1st day of school.. LAUGHED LIKE HELL!! christabel keep on tellming me to say sry to her text book cuz i hit it.. than bcky behind go say sorry... than ROFl

PS: MS DONG IS A BOF FAN!! she like goo jun pyo [hi-5]

LEE MIN HO IS MINEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~

2009-06-28T21:12:00.003+08:00

I hate today== i seriously do zzz

Everything is going wrong...

very wrong...
------------------------------------------------

Yea yea... wadeva.. i was kind a daydreamin today
when i was on the way home from lunch== guess wad
i daydreamed on.. How many more days to Release of New Moon
In SINGAPORE...... w8 let me count...
1mth..2mth..3mth..4mth..5mth..6 mth 1 day

WTH 6 MONTHS AND 1 DAY!??!?!?!??!

Im dieing TT... save meeeeeee.. i wonder how i waited
for the Twilight movie last year..

2009-06-26T22:40:00.000+08:00

R.I.P MICHAEL JACKSON.

2009-06-23T21:48:00.002+08:00

AHAHA

Niiice

Recipe:

Chili

Wasabe

Recept

lemon

ice

ice lemon tea

carrot

miso soup

gooey miso soup

maiyonaiise

Recipe:

Maiyonaiise

ice

vegetable

miso soup

gooey miso soup

ice lemon tea
chili sauce

ahahahah! me and averyl made tis when we finish eating at a korean/jap restaurant!! we laughed like hell =X

2009-06-03T19:58:00.001+08:00

Me and grace =]

2009-06-03T19:53:00.005+08:00

nette's birthday =]

2009-05-21T20:29:00.002+08:00

I wish time could rewind
I wish I never did that
I wish I never existed
I wish I never regreted
I wish I could forget everything and move one [ but i can't]
I wish I was forgiven
I wish everyone would forget about it
I wish to back out
I wish...

Tis might be a never ending list==

Life is meaningless
Life is unfair
Life is stupid
Life is injustice
Life is confusing
Life is unforgivable
Life is...

Tis might be a never ending list too

I jus hope im forgiven

2009-05-16T16:43:00.002+08:00

check tis out!!

╔══╦╦╦╦╦╗╔╦═╦╦╦══╗
╚╗╔╣║║║║║║║║║╩╠╗╔╝ ─
║║║║║║║╚╣╠╗║║║║║─ ─
╚╝╚══╩╩═╩╩═╩╩╝╚╝─
♥Bella: Do I Ever Cross Your Mind?
♥Edward: No
♥Bella: Do You Like Me?
♥Edward: Not Really.
♥Bella: Do You Want Me?
♥Edward: No.
♥Bella: Would You Cry If I Left?
♥Edward: No.
♥Bella: Would You Live For Me?
♥Edward: No.
♥Bella: Would You Do Anything For Me?
♥Edward: No.
♥Bella: What would u choose,me or your life?.
♥Edward: My Life.
♥Bella Runs Away In Shock And Pain And Edward Runs After Her And Says:
♥The Reason You Never Cross My Mind Is Because Your Always On My Mind
♥The Reason I Don't Like You Is Because I Love You
♥The Reason I Don't Want You Is Because I Need You
♥The Reason I Wouldn't Cry If You Left Is Because I Would Die If You Left
♥The Reason I Wouldn't Live For You Is Because I Would Die For You
♥The Reason I'm Not Willing To Do Anything For You Is Because I Would Do Everything For You
♥The Reason I Choose My Life Is Because You Are My Life!♥

2009-05-16T15:16:00.003+08:00

omgomgomg... can u believe it?!

This might actually be the first time my thighs hurt sooooooooooooo much =.=
Seriously.. its getting worse and worse ( according to me) .....
My neck is hurting alot too, so is my poor back TT

Dam.. i should have jus skipped the thurs dance=.= dam
But i still like dance =] fun fun fun...
Anyway.. tis person told me that its SUX TO BE IN DANCE
wow
maybe if u find that it sux, y borther joining? fk off =.=

Woot.. finally managed to get the songs into my phone!!
find so long dun even have de TT... stupid websittteeeeeeee!!
kaes i tink i better go now=.= sleep =3

2009-05-13T20:18:00.000+08:00

Tis is after the SOP =] Had a Photo session with Xu lao shi and the rest=] will miss the senoirs

2009-05-13T18:50:00.002+08:00

HAPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPY

BIIIIIIIIIRRTHHHDDDDDAAAAYYYYYY

ROOOOOOBBBBEEEERRRRRRTTTTTT!!!!

IT'S ROBERT PATTINSON"S BIRTHDAY TODAY!!! CAN U BELIEVE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Birthday Wishes for Rob:

-Be the Hottest Guy =]

-Continue to be the BEST EDWARD CULLEN!!!

-SHOOT BREAKING DAWN! ( im sure alot ppl would wan tat =])

-Jus go and be urself and make more music!

Yea.. tats about it=]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ROBERT PATTINSON :)

2009-05-11T10:46:00.002+08:00

CHINESE VERSION OF TWILIGHT!! omgomgomg

Yea.. Exams finished!!! sorry for not posting for so long.. had to study TT Anyway... went out with christabel and Lynette to VIVO on FRi.. and saw the chinese version of TWILight!! I SHRIEK!!

2009-05-02T10:10:00.007+08:00

Charmel and Charissa

My hat Oo..

Joquim and Janelle

Nahh.. randomness.. we changed here

Here too

Averyl's Randomness

My Randomness

Charissa and Neoyun

Neoyun and her "good act"

D'arts messy bag XD

Ehh.. one of the hats?!?!

Choir's bag

tis too

We played the music again and again.. abit sick of it =.=

Claire =]

Waaa.. MESSY

Tis is actualyl a projector.. can u believe it?

Our time table

Natalie , Joanna and YiHuan

AVERYL! @@ ROFLMAO

Lyzel and Steph

Me and Darling Victoria =]

Rachel ahahaha
Naom
JamieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeJamie , Chamel and Joelynn

Naomi drew tis lol

Yesterday was Symphony of Praise 2.. Dam tired la.. + our feet dam dirty.. run here and there =.= lol..

Will Miss all of the sec 4s T.T Love ya all!!

Yea.. It was the sec 4's last performance with us.. Eveyone started crying >< Joquim's speec h is GREEAETT=] Hope all of the sec 4's become a great dancer!!! DARTS DANCE ROX =]=]

2009-04-24T18:43:00.002+08:00

DAYNA-EYYYY
This is suppose to be a volvo.. blocked by a FREAKING pillar

Audi Car =]

HONDA!!

Lol.. i was kinda random tis morning and started taking pics of car =]

2009-04-23T21:26:00.002+08:00

QIN ZHEN THE STALKER!!
Me averyl and Pei Ning

Zhennie and Me

AHHAHAHAAA

Me and Nette

Becky Cheryl and Odelia lol!!

[ Left to right]Jia Yi (nette's buddy), Lynette, Me, Jane [My Buddy]

Lol

Jane colouring!

Went Cip today =] Had fun lol!

2009-04-22T19:45:00.007+08:00

cheryl and likeng flirting haha
INTIMATE SCENES!

waaaaaa

woolala

malay teacher lol!! during malay oral! WHOLE CLASS IN CHAOS

=P TOo bad Yin Kai~ took a pic of u!

Sexy Pose!

CHERYL GAY

CHAOS CHAOS CHAOS

LAWLS

FREDDIE FROG!

OME!!!!!!!!!!!!!

See!! Lynette like twilight liao!

=.=!! Harry potter sux annabelle

My very own creation! SPONGEBOB SCIENCE DEODARANT MUSIC PIZZA!

Lol... thats wad happens when ur class does not pay attention in Malay class

hahhaha.. than Annabelle and cheryl started to debate hu gay!!!!! ahahahahaa

Anyway!~today last say of archery ahahahhahaaaa

2009-04-21T20:15:00.002+08:00

Heh!! Gratz on Gu Zheng Tuan finish SYF!!!

Anyway.. had the pizza party today.. dam bloated [ im going to hate pizza from now on]
Than went to plaze sing with Vanessa, Ruo Ting , Averyl.. actually wanted
to watch 17 again together.. but than the show time too late/.. in the end only me and averyl
went to watch
Averyl was like laughing like helll! Pfft